I am so inconsiderate sometimes

So....if you are reading this you know that I am not much of a blogger, but this time I did something that I think requires me to talk about. This was probably the most inconsiderate thing I think I have ever done. On Friday night my wonderful wife went out to a concert with some of our friends. I dont really enjoy going to concerts so I chose to not go...instead I went out to play poker. I started the night at the normal spot we both play at....but was not having much success there. Over the last several months I have become a regular at this place and many of the people there know who I am and know my wife....so they invited me to go and play at a cash game...and I went. I did not intend on staying too long since I did not tell anyone where I would be.....this is when the problem really started. As many of you may know when you are playing cards and having a good time (winning) then you can tend to lose track of time. That is what happened to me. I was on a roller coaster of a night...up big...then down...then back up. I lost track of time. When I finally looked down at my watch it was 4:45 and I was still there. I felt horrible. I had not called and let anyone know where I was at. I felt horrible and still do for putting my wife through the worrying like that. I am so lucky that my wife is so forgiving....I know that she is still a little upset at me for being so stupid, but she is not as mad as she could be. I cant tell anyone how bad I really feel about this, but I can only hope that she understands just small bit of how horrible I feel about doing this. I love my wife and would never want to do anything to make her feel bad....that is the worst thing I could do.